I am super excited, but I want to throw up at the same time.
This is not our first YouTube convention. This won’t be the first time we are rubbing shoulders with creators, who are so much cooler and more well-known than we are.
This is the first year that we are going to have a bunch of cooler, well-known social media gurus and celebrities scrutinizing our work and our personalities.
What if they don’t like us?!?!?
Not only are we being judged. But their judgements and decisions will impact the rest of our lives!
If we haven’t talked about it enough: We made it to the Top 20 of the Next Big Creator Contest!
I am not nervous about being stage. I am nervous about the finality of the outcome of the contest.
Where is this chapter of our lives going to take us next?
I am not good at the unknown!
Emmarie is a YouTube creator, Easy DIY-hacker and a makeup & hairstyle aficionado. Her faith never waivers and she doesn't know the meaning of the word quit.